Sweetheart be honest with me, be honest and tell me what you want, what you crave, I need you to be straight and clear. Just tell me. I don’t like you feeling this way, and I want to help you get out of it, tell me what you want and your wish is my command.
I want that one person, the person who cuddles me to sleep at night, and doesn’t want the next morning to come around because it means that they have to let me go for the day, and that’s too long for them. I want the person who gets a buzz in their stomach when they get even the briefest of texts from me. I want to feel love, enough love to fix my broken pieces and piece me back together. I want a guy who knows me better than I know myself, and loves and is there for me no matter what I do or how I feel. I need that person. I thought I had that person, and I don’t know what to do if I lose him, and to be honest with you I don’t know if I already have.
Well first you need to feel the love of yourself to get that love in return, so get loving yourself, and second, the only people you lose in your life are the people who aren’t worth a second of your time. You are worthy of so much, you are a catch and you need to act like it. It’s okay sometimes to wallow in self pity but sometimes you need to get up and act like you’re tougher then you really are, you will have your fallbacks, you will cry yourself to sleep on occasions, but you will get up, because that’s what you do, you will always get back up! Don’t give up, and remember to have fun.